I can't breathe.

Everyday I hold my breath... 

Anticipating...

Precautious....

Always on guard..  

Just waiting...

Relaxing?

Please... 

I'm only hesitating...

No full breaths have been taken.. 

Shallow breaths are all that's remaining... 

They keep me from reeling or do they make me anxious?

I dunno..  

I'm starting to get nauseous..

Aaagggggg...

Gross...

My stomachs in knots..

Why is it so hard to slow my thoughts!?

A gift? 

A curse? 

I don't know which outcome is worse...

"you're one in a million"

 "a dime a dozen"

"a pretty little snowflake"

"a unique case"

A rare sight to see... 

Apparently.. 

No thoughts? 

No fears? 

Come on LORD.. 

Make it Clear! 

CLEar! 

CLEAR!

Louder so I can actually hear...

Schizo...

Aaaggggggg...

Now that's what I call a low blow..

It's a gift from GOD..

"Bro"

Your senses... 

GOD grown.. 

You are ALL KNOWN... 

Just breathe.. 

Slow down.. 

& Let go.. 

Learn to go with the flow & breathe through the mess..

Slow your thoughts & let your body do the rest... 

Let your breath reach your belly & lift your head to the day..

Your balance is on the inside..

A gift from GOD.

No fears can remain.

But, do I poison my brain or does the herb help me leaven? 

Genesis 2:7 our gift from heaven..

Our consciousness. 

Our soul.

“You are the only you God made... God made you and broke the mold.”

I think that's a quote from Max Lucado.

So then I ask..

What is your goal? 

If the breath of Life is the first step to many... 

You can’t allow yourself to get too heavy..

Learn to breathe & not to seethe..

Because!

Jesus made a way for the sinner like me...

Now we have a place next to him in eternity…

So, wait…

But, don't hesitate.

Because, in time you’ll see..

He will reveal to you, your destiny..

With guidance & help from the Trinity..

You’ll find true balance..

Not just a hope & a plea..

You’ll actually learn what it’s like to be free..

Then you can finally begin to breathe.